Dear God/Dear Diary,

I hope i will not be a needy girl cause i'm showing signs of it. I need to wake up. be independent. be okay with not talking for a few weeks/days/hours like the good ole times (except when i was disappeared on for like one week?) but anyways this is what happens when you enjoy too much of something it becomes a drug and you demand more of it. attention is a drug. okay. I NEED TO WAKE UP. I'm such a doodlehead whatever that means okay BUY!

love,

me