Sometimes, shit happens. and it sucks not being able to help your friends and family when they're in need.

this is what makes the world so interesting. people are different. their approaches to life differ in so so many ways. some are happy go lucky, so are constanly questioning the what-ifs, some do it with moderation. some are angry, some are sad, some are nonchalant. some pretend, some don't. some are practical, some emotional, some superficial. a lil mix of everything makes the world an interesting place to live in. but these every same differences are the cause of so many conflicts, so much misery, happiness, anger and you realise that it's just one big big circle. the circle of life.

i'm sorry i'm so useless and i can't offer the best advice. i will never understand why things are turning out this way. VERY honestly, i would scold you and tell you that the tears are not worth it. but the thing is you already know. but you can't help it, so i cant force you to. so all i can do is look at you, smile and hope deeply inside that you will get over this very soon and smile again. i'm capable of handling very different emotions at the same time, because i have this ability to forget when i'm immersed in something else, but retrieve it back again. that's how i handled growing up in a storm of a disintegrating family without letting it affect me so much. so what i'm saying is that you can come to me and tell me or cry to me. i have two ears to listen to you, huge eyes to look at you, one (BIG) mouth to talk to you, sing, make stupid comments and a whole flabby peary body to give you a mighty mighty hug. sometimes i may be caught up in my lil activities, kngg, project and/or sleeping too much, but it only shows i have too much time for other thigns. i'm sorry cause i don't show my concern as much as how friends should. but you know i care. so yeah. please please please take care of yourself. or let us take care of you.

okay.

love,

me